The End is The Beginning is The End

Okay. It’s over a month since that amazing youth camp’s over. I really have to get used to my real life. Those three weeks in Korea, will be kept into my treasure box in my mind. So, here I am, back to my self. Just a girl in a very complicated world who’s trying to live the way it should be.

Well, today, I went to campus, as usual. Today’s Saturday and I had three classes from 8.30 to 16.00. It’s pathetic, I just realized that I hate Saturday more than ever! Hahahaha… and when I talked about this stuff with my friend, Rifki, guess what he said.. He said, “It’s reality, nnisa” And I just whispered, “reality sucks!” Hahaha..

Okay, Annisa… (wait, I heard Ate Sylvie said this in my mind. See! I always remember the CAMP!!)..

*sigh*

All I want to write down here from the beginning is…
I think. I think I’ve took a wrong major. Hahahaha… I don’t see myself in this advertising industry for the future. I really don’t see it! I feel like a lost kid in a world full of people who live in a very different way. I feel like I have my heart left-out somewhere, someplace. I’m not sure where.
I see everybody acts like they’re the pros. I hear everyone talks some topics that I don’t understand. Where the hell am I?? Can you tell???

Is it me who stays calm and quiet when I have nothing right to say OR… is them who likes to talk and talk and taaaalk even tough they don’t really know what they say.

I have no idea.